Done

It's over.

Two More

It's almost over.

Stuff

Things!

Healthy Time?

I want to get better...

Stomach

Digestive pains are just the worst.

Guts Ache

Sour stomachs are not fun...

Same Day

Days off that coincide with holidays? Geez... I kinda feel a tad ripped off.

Out of Nowhere

It's always nice to get things you weren't expecting.

Inching

It's getting close...

Needing Some

I could use some sleep.

Not Known

Things you thought you knew can suddenly look topsy-turvy one day.

Not Expected

So much for that...

Easily Gone

Sometimes it's easy to lose something you just found.

Find

Some finds sound better than others.

Soonish

It's going to be interesting when today's over, I think.

More Time

Can I relax some more?

Finding Out

Care to find out what may be going on?

Tired

I could use some (more) sleep.

Distracted

Sometimes, distractions are a good thing.

(Not) Monday

The days that feel like Mondays can usually be the worst.

Zzzzz

Sleeping time.

Potential

This might get interesting.

Off-Schedule

Come on.

More

Can things get any more interesting?

Nowhere

Can some ideas come from nowhere? I think so.

Forgotten

Things often are at this point in time...

Forgotten Time

I don't remember exactly what I did this afternoon.

Already Over

Good things go by way too quickly...

Z

Getting my z's back.

Going

Can someone figure out just what is going on in this crazy world?

Bedtime

Zzzzz.

Eleven Down

One more month now...

And Something

Time for something else.

Sleep

Sleep!

No Black Friday

I'm glad I didn't have to shop for anything today.

Digest

Time to take all that food in and relax. And sleep it off, too.

Preparations

Prepare for food tomorrow...

Sweepy

Gonna get some sleep some more.

What I Need

Sleep!

Surprise

Things seem to sneak up on me all of a sudden.

Else

I should sign up for something else.

Better

Sometimes a little quick thinking can make a good thing great

Already

And I'm already back to it.

Piece By Piece

The act of building things is great.

Here We Go Again

Weekend start!

Not Now

Inspiration seems to strike me at the worst times...

Zzzzz

Sleep sounds good right about now. Let's go get some.

No Idea

What am I doing?

Friday the 13th

Anyone else feel a bit (un)lucky today?

Back to It

It's time for some more work, I guess.

Too Early

Sometimes I wish I didn't transition into a morning person.

Resting Time

A mid-weekend for me! Huzzah!

Assembling

Rebuilding takes a lot of work.

Some Thing

Something feels interesting... as if something's going on...

Little

Today's been an interesting day of small discoveries...

The Wrong Right

Sometimes accidents give way to something better.

Two Things

Sleep and money. I could use those.

Some Sleep

Time for a little rest.

Weather Finally

Is this really autumn now?

Shut-Eye

I think I need to sleep.

Another Time

I'm getting sleepy again.

Trick or Treat

I hope some of you got one of those, because some people out there are getting neither.

Hallow's Eve

Are you prepared?

And the Fun Ends

And it's back to work for me. Yay.

For Once

Man, was today a GREAT day or what...?

Rest Now

I finally get some much-needed rest.

PAINED

My feet are in DIRE pain... and so is my sleep schedule.

Enough or More

I'm not sure if I did enough... but we'll just have to hope I did.

Days Past

I miss not having to worry so damn much about things.

Sleep Time

Going to bed early stinks.

Measurements

Sometimes a scale is necessary to compare reality from... another sense of reality.

Great Scott

Time to compare the future to what we thought was going to happen.

New Things

I think I figured out something cool.

Choices

Some simple decisions can be the toughest ones of all.

One Word

Sleep!

First Day of the Week(end)

Geez. What's with my "Mondays?"

Endweek

As the weekend begins, mine ends.

Not Enough

I thought I got enough sleep. I guess I was wrong.

Get Sleep

Tonight is a good night for some sleep.

SLAYER

You know what sounds awesome? Some deathmatch, Halo 3-style!

Acquire Rest

Rest sounds like an awesome thing to behold.

Dream to Sleep

Right now, sleep sounds like something out of a dream...

Sudden Drop of Energy

With today's "Monday" being one of the most strenuous ones in a while, I actually lost all the energy I was going to use for today.

Eventually Soon

I'm going to start soon. I think.

Delayed Delayed Start

And it'll start after this "weekend" of mine is over.

One Week Done

I think a week's enough time.

Empty

Sometimes it sucks to have nothing going through your mind.

Building

I need to build up.

Drawn Out

And the stretch continues.

October 3rd

I asked someone what today was, and this was the answer they gave me.

Getting There

I'm going to figure something out soon.

Re-Opening

Sometimes all you have to do to get somewhere in the future is blink. And every once in a while... blinking lets more time pass than originally thought.

Closing Eyes

Oy. Time off. This means sleep.

Continue?

Is this going to keep on going?

Confused

What was with today...?

Incoming Pain

Preparing myself for pain...

Only the Start

It never fails that the first day of a work week ends up being so draining on me. What hurts is that there's bigger drains coming in a day or two...

Over Already

This was too short...

Flies Fast

Somehow these two days feel a tad too... short.

Days Off

Freedom!

Connection Restored

Wahoo! I can communicate with the world again!

Connectionless

Still nothing...

No Connection Again

...and it feels like I'm a tad dead in the water.

No Connection

Geez... I forgot just how crappy it can be without the Internet.

Repeating Over

And it ends with needing some more sleep.

Zzzzz

Sleep!

Working

I need to figure some things out.

Sleep Time

Sleep sounds niiiiice...

Nothing Known

What am I doing...?

Sleep More

I think I need more sleep...

Maybe This Time

I want to do something soon...

Another Fortnight

Another cycle starts.

Going Further

Well, I, for one, don't like what's going on with a few things.

Back In

And I'm back into the grind. Yay?

Feet Recovery

I'm hoping today can be enough time to rest my feet...

Feet Aches Once More

AAAAAAAAAAGH! MY FEET ARE ON FIRE!

Feet Aches Again

Gods... my feet... are in SO much pain...

Feet Aches

I forgot just how taxing conventions can  be to your feet...

From One Workstation...

And with work out of the way... I have to prepare for a different kind of work.

Eventually

Will I ever get closer to doing something here again...?

Little Sleep

A little more sleep ought to do me good... especially since I'm not going to get much over the next few days...

Low Fuel

I really need to catch up on my sleep. And also my energy-gathering.

End It Again

No more August. No more...

A New Fear

And as this month begins to wind down, I can't help but feel as if something will start wrong...

Leaving Search

I need... something else... and maybe some sense of right...

Wishing

Can I get something cool?

Doubts

Can something come through from here? I'm not sure anymore...

Going Again

I'm needing some more time.

Eventually

Soon... ...right?

Going to Get There

It's almost time for play...

When

Maybe soon...

More of It

Need more sleep, please!

MonFri

And it's a Monday for me...

More Relaxation Again

And with all this relaxing time spent, I think I can go back to work.

Need To

Come on. It's time to get serious.

Relaxing

It starts now...

Closer Off

Someone needs to get me a weekend.

BIRTHDAY

Self-explanatory, really...

End the Quarter

So it's no longer 25.

Going to Relax

I... think I need to have a day to myself.

As It Goes

It just keeps getting stranger and stranger, now...

Sickening

I'm going to get annoyed if I hear any more of this filth.

Misleading

And so something interesting continues today.

Distractions

And I forgot I was having so much fun.

Another Week

Oy. It's been quite a week... and I'm still trying to get used to things.

Fatigued and Tired

I'm tired... and my feet hurt.

Slumber

Time to sleep.

Relaxing Once More

Sometimes it's good to veg out.

Day Off

Woo!

Wonders

I'm beginning to wonder about some things.

Wigging Out

I'm still reeling... I'm not sure if the reality has fully sunk in yet...

Still in Disbelief

I'm still having problems believing this.

Disbelief

I... I don't believe what I'm seeing. I really don't.

Is... It Over

End of the month... end of a line.

No Relaxing Now

Relaxing's kinda problematic now, considering what I have to put myself through.

Relax One

Relaxing... part one!

Weekending

I'm going to see if this weekend is going to be fun.

Starting Week

Another week starts...

Inching Closer

It's closing in... and I'm scared.

Goes On and On

Today... was way too long.

Closing the Gap

I think I'll find something after all.

Find the Time

When is it going to end? I'm not sure, but maybe soon.

Offline

Today's a day where I turn my mind off. Tomorrow... we go back.

Let's See

I'm not sure how the next several days are going to go. All I can do is go through and see what happens.

Mind All Over

What just happened today?

Taxed

I think this future's going to be costly.

Winding Road

Am I getting closer or farther from the end? The path I'm on doesn't seem to tell me...

Unfiled

I... I need to figure things out.

Closing Closer

I think I'm starting to get down to the wire here...

Needed Things

...I think I need some rest. Maybe some other things as well. But first: rest.

Unknown

I, uh... I don't know where this is going.

Dragging

Oh, geez. Here's another trying week.

Sad Gamer Day

*salutes*

...I don't know how to feel about this. This comes as a major blow to the gaming industry (and obviously Nintendo as well) and to the gamers around the world who grew up with titles such as Pokémon: Gold/Silver Version, Earthbound, or the early Kirby games. A lowly programmer fresh out of college who would become one of the best CEOs of a leading video game company (maybe even one of the best CEOs, period)... we don't see that often - and we probably never will again (at least in our lifetimes).

Rest in piece, Iwata-san. Hopefully one day the world will come to understand.

End Some More

Uh... what's up with this weekend?

Skewed

Why does it feel like I'm going in two different directions...?

Lower

Aaaaand... it's gotten a tad worse.

And Here It Drops

I... I'm not sure anymore.

Closing In

And what... what's coming in?

Signs of Descent

I... I don't know anymore.

Fraying

I'm getting frazzled...

Explosive

That's what tonight is. Literally.

No Clear

I need some clarity to see how things are going to be... and these idiots popping off fireworks and getting the police called on them isn't helping me any.

One More

Maybe another day.

Start of Sleep

A new month usually means a new start for some. For me, however... I need some  rest first.

Heating Up

Summer is beginning to rear its ugly head...

Three

Three!

Aggravating

I'm beginning to not enjoy this.

Nearer

It gets closer.

Shortening

And things just keep getting a tiny bit bleaker...

Shorter

Geez, things are just getting all weird.

Getting Peeved

Augh... I'm starting to feel the stress over this.

Huh

Today... what happened?

Not So Easy

Hunting for specific things is much harder than I expected it to be...

Getting Nowhere

I don't know how it is.

Not Dual-Cored

I can't process all this information at once.

Gone

Why does today look like so?

Out of Sense

This has been a rather long day... despite it being short.

Will It

Maybe some things will change.

I Want It Gone

Can this be over already?

Should Not Have Seen That

After getting caught up with Game of Thrones... I'm not sure when I'll be whole again.

Impending

What's to come soon?

Temperature Mismatch

Weirdly enough, I feel cold despite how warm I'm dressed...

Maybe Ready

I think I'm refreshed...

One of Two

I needed a two-day weekend...

And Some More Fatigue

I'm going to be tired from all this soon...

A Wondering

Can I figure something out now?

Uhm...

And it continues...

No Fruition

What happens when nothing blooms?

Confusion Again

I can't figure out how things are going...

Getting Closer

Can it be over soon?

Somewhere Along the Way

I'm going to figure something out. I think.

Need Some Rest

I am so tired... and I hope I can get some relaxation.

Wondering Once More

Is anything getting better?

A New Month

What's going to happen now...?

May End

And now May gives way...

Ends All Weird

This is a rather strange weekend...

So Fatigued

I need to get more sleep...

Need Some

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...

Some Words

I can hear it calling...

Another Wonder

Can things really keep going?

Wonder

Can it continue?

Continuation

And I think it's going further...

Faulting

Things are starting to collapse...

Driven

I don't understand drivers sometimes...

Inside

I need to get out more.

Exploration

Sometimes it's fun.

Snoozing

Time for some sleep. Yay, sleep!

Going to Sleep

And it's time for me to relax after a LONG day at work...

Need Some Focus

Got to fixate myself here...

Crazy Time

And I need more time...

Caught

Between the lag and the numbing terror... I don't know.

Ideas

Too many ideas coming in all over the place... it's frustrating trying to keep track of all of it.

No Wake

Can I just wake myself up from here?

Redoing

It's entertaining to look at something old and turn it into something new.

Wrong Scheduling

You wanna know what happens when you incorrectly schedule things?

Chaos.

People...

Ugh. What the crap was with today? It's like everyone felt like they were entitled to things when they weren't - and I'm not talking about the mothers!

What Is It

I'm going to figure out what's going on. I don't know.

Blah

I need to pull myself over my funk.

Not Quite Charged

I think I might have had a wrong kind of recharge...

Late-Night Craving

Oh, I got one BAD...

Around

Lots of traveling around today. It's fun and tiring all at once.

Using the Fourth

It's a magical day for Star Wars fans  everywhere.

Recovering

I'm feeling better. Yay.

Last-Second Swing

I went from content happiness all day to nauseating depression right now. What a way to end an otherwise-great day.

Sleepless

I'm going to guess that not having enough sleep is probably not a good thing for me. I'm gonna remedy that soon.

Some Good and Bad

I think some things went well. Other things, however...

And Tomorrow

Tomorrow is a day off! Whoo!

Turnover

It's been ages since I've worked a night shift... and I'm dreading it.

Wondered

I don't know why I agreed to it.

Unknown

I don't know what I'm doing!

Lost Foodstuffs

Oh, beer... how I've missed you.

Going On

I'm choosing to figure out something later.

Fatigued Day Off

Day off... well, it can't be all bad, right?

Still Fatigued

I'm going to just relax...

Is Something

I feel as if something is wrong here... as in more wrong than it already is.

Yay

I'm happy no one came up to me with the munchies today...

Aching for Rest

A day off sounds REALLY good right about now...

Aches

Ugh. My legs hurt.

Lost Track

What day of the week is it? Because I have zero sense of what day it is now...

Spent

Some days can be well-spent.

Where I Can Be

And I don't know... where it's going.

Nowhere

I'm gone...

What I Need

Sleep!

Well Done

I get super-excited about something amd now I can't even enjoy it.

And I Have...

Okay, I don't have anything.

A Small Realization

I need to pick myself up.

We're Waiting

And it's going to be...

Another Time

Another time...

Length

Has it been this long since anything has happened?

Forgetful

It's getting to be a drag... this whole... remembering business.

Excitement

It's exciting to think about things sometimes.

Looking For More

I found what I was looking for!

...or should I say, I found the BINDER I was looking for. I have to sift through it and see what I can get...

Gimme a bit of time; something good will come out of it.

A New Old Search

Looking back at some projects that keep getting restarted over and over, it's not really all too surprising to see things get changed up here and there. For instance, back with what I posted back on the first of the month... I realized that I was wrong with a few things. Since I've changed the map (yet again), I realized that the belligerents are no longer accurate (as well as a good portion of the characters).

This isn't good - because if I want this story to flesh out properly, I need to get myself reacquainted with my own work. Which, unfortunately, takes a bit of time to do, because I can't seem to locate some of the essential paperwork. That's not good - I had a lot of ideas written down, and I can't seem to draw on them for additional ideas.

I'm sure I'll find them soon enough. There's only so many places where I've kept paperwork for ideas, and I've already searched through half of them. Only a few more places to check before I can continue working on this and getting it off the backburner (yet again)!

What Was That

Confused about yesterday? You should be...

Done

To Everyone I've Held So Dearly in My Heart:



The past two years have been some of the toughest and most heartbreaking I've ever lived. Ever since this struggle began, it felt as though I was enveloped in an unnatural fog, stumbling blindly into the unknown.

While it's true that I haven't been alone through this harrowing ordeal, I should say that I feel otherwise. We all have suffered through this ongoing pain as equals - but I can't help the urge to be selfish and say that I've endured the most pain out of everyone.

You're probably arching your eyebrows and wondering how I could say something so brazenly. I could respond with the usual sardonic misogyny that can be seen in days past, but you've dealt with enough of that (or should I say a lack of that) in here, so I'll just come out and say it:

I am done with this. I AM DONE WITH EVERYTHING.

March End

I think this is it...

So Out of It

Today... geez. Today... what happened?

Fatigued Yet Again

I'm starting to get tired of this.

Further

And it's going to keep going.

March is Almost Over

I'm going to just give up on the rest of this month. Maybe altogether.

Getting Started

I think I need to get myself more organized.

A Realization Too Late

This whole "Tueaday/Thursday" off thing is both nostalgic... and slightly annoying.

Sorted Play

I just figured out that me trying to "sort my Lego pieces" only ends up into me playing with them.

Which makes Lego-based projects that much more difficult for me.

And It's Again

This is going to be another interesting week...

Rambles

What am I writing? I don't even know. All I know is after several hours of staring at the same blank screen, I decided to let my fingers dictate what would show up.

My brain currently has zero conscious control (apart from the spell-checking and error-fixing). I don't know what it's doing, what it's thinking, what it's going to do. All I know is that I NEED TO WRITE.

Some Time

It's going to be a crazy weekend so far. And it's going to be interesting.

Frimonday

As usual, my Fridays have become as bad as Mondays... mostly because they ARE my Mondays.

Much Happy

Two days off in a row is SO VERY RELAXING...

Such Relaxation

Oh, it feels GREAT to relax...

Needed Rest

Holy gods; a weekend. YES.

Another One Starts Again

Monday's here, and I'm beginning to think it's going to be an interesting week once again.

Sunday Out Again

I don't know what else to expect.

Memory Lapse

Forgetting things isn't a fun ordeal. Forgetting where you forgot something is even worse.

That Feeling

Something... something's here. Something's close. I think.

Middle Ending

The "weekend" for me is over... and now it's time to start up.

Blurry

It's getting to the point where the days are becoming a blur.

Impending

It's going to be a fun two days. I think.

Checking Old Things

Revisiting old things can be fun.

Re-Familiarization

It's interesting to find out about some things...

Just Done

I am WIPED.

Late Realization

It's going to be an arduous year. It's only taken me two months to realize that...

No Control

Sometimes you have to accept that life is out of your control.

Channeling Fun

It's going to be fun doing fun things.

Shopped

Getting things can be fun.

Awaiting

It's going to be an interesting weekend... once I get to it.

Third Start

It's the third month of the year, and I don't know what I have to show for it yet.

Ends Tired

Can we get something to start up next month? I'm tired of this...

A Few More Days

It's almost March!

Time Goes Again

It's almost the end of the month. Where does the time go?

Birthday Break of Not Mine

Today's a fun day and what not. Because birthdays are to be celebrated!

Feel

Sometimes it's good to feel.

Not a Day I Enjoy

What day is it? Not pay day. That's for certain.

No Figured

Sometimes I wonder just what is going on.

Well...

Time for something interesting.

Some End

And the day ends. So does the weekend... although it's starting for most everyone else.

New and Not

Sometimes you learn something new that changes you. Other days you don't learn anything.

Today was a day where I learned about something I already knew that I didn't know I knew...

So Another One

It's going to be an interesting "weekend" for me.

Little Joy

When it comes down to it... it's the little things that help me feel better.

Maybe that's why I still like playing with Lego toys.

Self-Reminder

As much as I love the taste of jalapeño poppers, I should probably lay off of 'em from now on.

Unless I feel like playing a game of porcelain thrones for twelve hours afterwards, I'll listen to my own advice.

Off Day Off Time

Well, it's been a long and interesting day off! Back to the grind tomorrow!

What Day Do You Choose

It's Hearts and Hooves Day! Or Singles' Awareness Day! Or Valentine's Day! Or the day after Galentine's Day! Or a Saturday!

Take your pick!

Is There Anything

Some people would say today's unlucky. Others would say it's actually lucky instead.

Maybe they're both only half-right...

Some Other Thursday

It's Thursday, but it seems like it's another day.

Motioning

With plans always in motion, it's gettong harder to do what I want exactly when I want.

However, there comes a point in time where one will find a way...

Furious Reconciliation

I'd like to say that I've become more of an optimist than I was before.

Back in my days as a teenager, 83% of the things I said to people online were depressing and generally negative in nature. I'd whine about how life sucks - how I couldn't land a girlfriend; how no one understands the source of my angst and the plight of trying to figure out who I am; why I wasn't "cool" enough and why people thought I was a freak and a geek.

Now, I just look back and laugh at how stupid I was. I'm currently in a great relationship with a wonderful lady (Loves you, Wendy! <3); I've found what causes me to become angry and try to keep myself from thinking of those things; I've figured out that being "cool" enough really only matters to the people you hang out with; I've embraced my geek side with pride. It's great to know that I've matured into someone who clearly seems better than his 15-year-old self.

Some days, you just have to knock your troubles away with a shot of some good ol' fashioned liquor.
...or if you're broke like me: a shot of warm maple syrup. Either way, it doesn't end so well...

Sometimes, however... I regress. Let's face it - we all do.

Few and More

It's time to encounter something else.

Not Quite the Same

And another week starts for me. It's different... because it started different

Not So Happy

Is it bad knowing I'm not happy with myself?

And What Else

Something's becoming something else soon. We shall see...

Not One of Those Days

It's become apparent that some things just weren't meant to happen over your "weekend."

Fourth Down

Well.... so much for my grand start.

Third On

Day 3.

Suspense

And today's result is...

Super Suck 49

I would have posted something interesting, but I'm too pissed off at the Super Bowl's results to do anything.

WHY!?

Will it end?

I think I need to stop procrastinating.

Drive On

Sometimes going somewhere can be an adventure in itself.

Both Directions

It's starting to look both down and up...

Starting Some Things

It's time for me to start updating some things.

"Friday" Again

It's my Friday once again, and I'm LOVING it!

Building Up

I think I'm slowly getting myself to do something I'm going to regret doing.

Figurine

It's time to figure out how my Thursday and Friday go.

Uncoordinated

I'm not entirely sure what today is...

Ugh Again

Gods... I forgot how much I hated "Mondays."

No Fly

What is with the title?

No Reason

I'm really wondering about some things.

Mid-Week(End)

Another "weekend" starts for me now!

Away

Sometimes it feels as if I'm no longer here.

Middles

Today... wow. Today was just BUSY and weird.

At least the Seahawks are going to the Super Bowl, though.

Stretching Out

It's been a long day... and it's still getting longer.

Another (Not) Monday

I'm going to think that today's going to be one of those days where I didn't do anything. But I think I did.

How's It Going To Be

Something tells me it's going to be an interesting start of the week.

Weekendday

It's a weekend in the middle of the week. Wow, how does that work?

Almost...

I think it's almost time...

A Dozen Disasters

Fortunately, I'm only dealing with one.

Time to Try

Sometimes, it's interesting how weeks start.

Something Impending

I think it's time to do something interesting. Maybe in a few days.

Day Nine

Nine days down.

Repetition

Here we go again.

Marker

One week down. Fifty-one to go.

Six Days Down

And six days have passed in the new year so far.

What Day Is It

Mondays don't feel like Mondays...

Fourth Day Realization

I just realized that I haven't set any resolutions yet!

A Slow Start Once Again

Fatigue sets in pretty early this year, but I'm going to see if I can fight it.

Two to Figure

The second day has proven to be quite weird and stressing in all factors. Maybe I'll figure something out.

First of 2015

...I welcome 2015 in the midst. Let's see how this year goes, shall we?