The 31st

It's Halloween, and sadly I've no treats to give. Just tricks, but I'm not (that) heartless.

Holding

Everything seems to be on hold. That's not good...

It Got Worse

Just when things couldn't possibly get any worse... it does.

Approaching a Void

My stomach keeps knotting up as this morning takes forever to move along. I think my subconscious is bracing for the impact of a long-overdue nervous breakdown. For all I know, I could be wrong. Then again, I could be right. Either way, it's going to be hell for me.

In other news, I beat Pokémon Y last night. Woot.

Inescapable

And the last chance to descend begins tonight as things become darker...

Farther Away

It's now beginning to slip out of reach. I think I've got to snap...

What's Due

I think something's due. Something involving my life lately. But not today.

Another

And here comes yet another curveball. That's quite a lot of 'em now.

Where To Go

Life seems to take you on adventures and places you never expected to go.

Mix-Up

How is it how it is? It's confusing, and so is the previous sentence.

A Claim

I don't know if I'm starting to lose it or not, but there exists a gnawing madness in the far recesses of my mind. It wants to claim me, and yet I refuse to give in.

What May Come

Life needs to happen soon.

Even More Fatigue

I don't know if I'm done or not. It certainly feels and looks that way, but...

Continuous Drain

I'm getting tired of how drained I'm getting...

Conflict

It seems like things are getting out of hand and calming down all at once...

Time Freak

Time seems to be moving slower for some strange reason. It's kind of freaking me out.

Time is Gone

I need time, and that's a luxury I don't have anymore.

The Feeling of Survival

I feel something fading away... and yet something holding on.

Developing

It goes to show that certain things might get interesting as time goes on. I wonder how this week will play out.

Not Even Here

And today becomes long gone because of some new things in life.

And We're In For the Long Haul

We certainly are. Well, I am, at least. It's going to be crazy, chaotic... and above all else: straining.

Tiring Out

I'm going to have to figure something out soon.

The Thick of It All

I don't know what's going to happen - but I know I have to press on...

A Turn for the Worse

And suddenly, I find myself yet again in a pickle. It's worse than what I've dealt with, but I'm certain I'll find a way to pull through.

...well, I HOPE I can pull through.

The Wait For My Unretirement

Saturday, October 12, 2013 will be exciting for a certain sect of gamers. Many grown fans will be purchasing one (or both) of a set of games that supposedly seem to be aimed at (little) children. I myself will be amongst the list of "grown fans" and will be making my purchase as well.

For those not in the know, the TL;DR is this: I'm getting Pokémon Y.

Those of you who've been following my life probably remember me saying that I retired. I did - and as such it's left my copy of White Version unfinished - the only main Pokémon game I've left unfinished. By the end of the week we'll get to see if Y fares better than its fifth-generation predecessor.

Preparatory

I want to write. Honestly, I do. But something tells me this week is going to be more taxing than I want it to be.

And the Last Time Begins Now

I'm going to have to save myself tomorrow.

Funday?

Sometimes I wonder if Friday really is the best day as everyone claims it is. As far as I can tell, it's not all that enjoyable.

Curses Again

Between the work I've been working on and the fact that I totally did other things, it's a wonder how I was able to post something on here. I'm knocking myself off-schedule again. Blast it all.

One Last Thing

I'm going to relax for a bit more today. Tomorrow... I think tomorrow's gonna look good.

Warring Wills

I told myself that today would be spent on personal work. The kind of work that involves creativity and writing. However, actual work left me quite exhausted (it was much busier than normal, and I was bouncing all over the place. I want to just find a nice, comfy piece of shady land (particularly grass-covered) and just take a nice, long nap.

So the question for today is: when your mind and when your body want two differing and conflicting things, who wins, and what is the cost of victory? I think I might just get an answer for today. Do I sleep and become rejuvenated at the cost of getting nothing done? Or do I work like crazy on this project and lose a bit of my sanity in the process?