I feel like I'm regressing. I told myself I wouldn't this time - it's a new year, and so I'd expect a fresh start for myself. It's kind of like a new year's resolution. So why the heck am I feeling like I'm already defeating myself only a few weeks in?
Then a thought occurred to me: I'm finding writing to be a chore.
That would probably be the worst thing that could happen for someone like me. I like writing. I used to do it a lot during high school. Sure, it was a little more dramatic and depressing (I was... "emotional," to say the least - but wasn't everyone in high school emotional at some point?) - but at least I was able to get my fingers moving about on the keyboard...
Now? It feels like a struggle.
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